idol's plague
by transgender lain clones
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Idol's Plague is abrasive, raw, and chilling. The topics covered are heavy, and the sound of Idol's Plague is unmatched. Distorted breaks mixed with ambivalent synths, emotional vocals, and a booming bass creates a dispiriting atmosphere that manages to be heavily nostalgic as well. This is one of the records I can confidently call a masterpiece.
Favorite track: take me home.
Wyatt r.w.
Wyatt r.w.
this album transed my gender < 3 but seriously some of the most unique shit happening in breakcore right now, the vocals are so raw and emotionally powerful its a hard listen but so worth checking out
Favorite track: mirror image.
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CXTCLXW
There is a certain fling with this album I truly enjoy; the amount of intensity and emotion and effort that has clearly been put into this album, makes it into a very special experience for new listeners. And I for one, am excited about what transgender lain clones will make next.
Favorite track: personality.
Favorite track: personality.
titan angel
titan angel
amazing stuff. i felt ‘open heart’ so much, fuckin beautiful
Favorite track: open heart.
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Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of blips, the audience left through the window (whisper(ing)), VENTURE TO THE FOREST'S HEART, triplet cafe, mirror image/take me home (2023 redux), alright, cAt's tongue / BOUNTiFUL SYCAMORe, 16, and 12 more.
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Limited Edition "Gendersplit" Cassette
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1. |
extreme
00:42
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personality
03:33
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i wanna fuck
i wanna get drunk
i wanna get high
and then i wanna die
i wanna fuck
i wanna get drunk
i wanna get high
and then i wanna die
i wanna fuck
i wanna get drunk
i wanna get high
and then i wanna die
i wanna fuck
i wanna get drunk
i wanna get high
and then i wanna die
waking fear
overcome
my own life
taken from
my hands, at such a young age
i began to wonder if i was real
only if i have others patronage
will i survive this world
fuck my life, i'm worth nothing
everything i do means nothing
i would kill myself over nothing
i would die without you, i mean nothing
empty spoken words
all of your reassurance is fake
i dont believe a word you say
but i love you anyways
when im older, my kids will ask "how long did it take before you went this path?"
im worn out, beaten, infront of people that so call themselves empaths
they'll laugh at the fact i cant even face them
i wont say a word to them
i'll leave like the rest
in a world full of life i'm filled with death
every word i say misses a breath
so many times ive been given chances
and i fuck them all up
feeling nice
wont last
every moment
fleeting past
i live in the past, i cant revive myself
every day i float off and then i tell
everyone that it's over
i thought about it over
you mean nothing to me
you're my entire world, lovely
in a world full of life i'm filled with death
mutilating myself for everyone to laugh
i hope you see me as disgusting, vile
and worthless as i see myself
it's nothing
worth nothing
i say i'll mean something, soon
it never comes
only when i'm dead will people see that
i'm a worthless, no good piece of history
wash it out your mouth
you don't love me
wash it out your mouth
you can't love me
these subhuman hands that i own
are made to destroy my chest
tear out my heart and bone
kill me like the rest
you'll be there, but secretly i dont want you
i just want to be left to die
die, die
i just want to be left to die
fuck you
i'm sorry
give me your reassurance
do my life for me, it's comfortable
choose every step i take, it's comfortable
it's in the name of love
in a world full of life i'm filled with death
showing off my body on the crucifix
i hope everyone takes a piece of me and smashes it to a pulp
help me be real
you cant make me real
i want you to be real
nothing's real
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baby blue (lone tree)
01:24
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i wish i saw you once more
beautiful baby blue
i wish i knew who you were
beautiful baby blue
but know i have your back
beautiful baby blue
and always remembered you
beautiful baby blue
your eyes were actually brown
but i saw them icey instead
you wouldve loved who i am today
your now new brother
so i will remember you
beautiful baby blue
as my loving brother
beautiful baby blue
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edge
04:49
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race against the clock
i dont have to talk about it
my heart begins to lock
you dont know about it
i know you think my phrases are dumb, you think ive lost it
i have your name tattooed on my thigh, i
wish you heard my crying, my lying, my
i told you to drug my body numb, but you
forgot my heart in the process
the phone kept ringing until i was knocked, the pills kept slipping out
unspoken sorrys made their way about, i wish i told you about the losses
i wanna get so high i forget
another day with a stained carpet
full of red blotches with an iron scent
that tasted like your earrings
every day i get faded
every day i'm more jaded
every day i cant shake it
i really want to escape it
free me
let me be me
free me
alone
free me
out of this cage
free me
finally
let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out of here now
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knife
02:40
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i tried to be a better girl, it wasn't working out
you told me to submit and put you in my mouth
the angels came and took me, i'm safe
my wings are tied around my neck
i'm the next one, i'm the next one, i'm the next one
for your crimes for your time, you ruined my life
instead of being a man i became a knife to my own chest
knife to my own chest
cutting open my breasts until there's nothing left
helpless, thoughtless
i couldn't stop thinking
the way you grabbed me
my chest, that feeling
i hope you die one day
but i'd like to be first
for those few months
my best friend was you
i can't be touched again, physically
i can't be messed with now, emotionally
i just wanna have sex
i just wanna forget
i just wanna have sex with you
i just wanna fuck you
i just wanna have sex with you
i just wanna fuck you
gone are your friends in need when you broke their heart
so sad, so sad, so hopeless
don't speak of golden dreams, there's no time
you know this time it's over
acting on regrets, acting on regrets
acting on regrets
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track blank
03:35
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i can't find the right words to say
i'm so in love with you, it's been this way
i feel so aligned with you
it's magic
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mirror image
03:28
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you're taking over my thoughts
and i dont wanna think anymore
engaging in nonsense and it's hard
to love yourself
the mirror image i made in my mind
is so close to who you are
and i wanna hold it in my arms
but it's not you
it's not really you
and i'm having a hard time confronting myself about it
the elephant in the room
is cutting me down in two
two people, one real and one mirror image of you
conflicting gardens
on your flower tongue
it's sweet in scent, thorns hidden
every time i see it, everythings undone
but when i realize it's all over and said
your words didnt mean a thing
it's all stupidly sickly bitter
and i want to escape reality
you made me lie to myself
i made you lie to myself
i hoped youd fade into the person i wanted
is my head just lies?
i lied, then
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8. |
inspiration
02:10
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rainbow
01:50
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in a glimpse of light i see you
hiding away in the shallows
your ruby red lips glistening
it's taking time to swallow
to take in all your beauty
to love your entire being
to take your compassion fully
to be here with you, lovely
it's hard to say i love you when you're super out of touch
i really want to stay with you, please dont let time rush
you're my entire world and i'd give anything
to see you smile again
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10. |
take me home
02:56
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i fly out of your arms
as i reach for the stars
i loved you once, twice,
fool me three times
all i wanted was you happy for the rest of your life
you were the only one i wanted for the rest of my life
and i know that in your eyes we were never really lovers as such
so i hope that you find someone who loves you very much
help me connect the dots of our paths
to why we broke off
i want your reassurance back
i wish you never died off
help me realize what's wrong with me
so i can become the best that you wanted me to be
i know you really hated my guts
but never got the chance to say it
i made a mirror image of you
and never got the real one back
i wanted to help you love me
and you lost that interest
please come back, i'm sorry, please
oh help me now, oh god i'm down
inside your heart, inside your mind
there has to be someone you like
it has to be the only one i wanted to be
right?
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11. |
whisper
03:28
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i will destroy myself infront of you
begging for me to stop
i will cut open my own time values
in order for you to drop
everything you're doing to say hey
to me
i hope you find me dead on the street
a beautiful girl died today
and left me, away
the curiosity got to me
i was the stray
i fought tooth and nail to be the person that you wanted
and i'm sorry
i cant do this anymore
you always got what you wanted out of me
there wasnt anyone that i really wanted to be
there is something in me that can only give
there is something in you that can only give out
im limping around a path of stones
skipping one every minute or two
but i cant remember the meaning
i cant remember why i'm here
it wasnt a road but rather traintracks
something's coming to run over me
id want to call out but i truly dont deserve your help
race
race
race
race
race
race
race
race
race
race
race against the clock
race against the clock
there is something in me that can only give
there is something in you that can only give out
there is something in you that can only give
there is something in me that can only give out
of my time, my mind
i miss you so very much
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12. |
open heart
04:21
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i'm breaking apart
and there's nothing i can do
but as long as i'm here
i'll spend my life with you
i'm counting down the days
until the world's under siege
when i part ways with you
i won't forget your face
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13. |
not enough time
07:00
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about
the idealized version of myself has always been a tough concept for me to handle. waking up with the need of reassurance that everything will be okay is tiring when you cannot get enough. the thought loop of constant anguish between who i am and who i want to be is something i've always wanted to put into music. here it is.
this is not an easy listen. i say it's best to listen in your worst state of mind, or your best state of mind. make sure to realize this is my personal experience that has somewhat been frankensteined off of others' experiences as well. please listen responsibly.
hardware/software mixed album, except for "not enough time" and "track blank", which is completely hardware.
material spans from 2019 to 2022. all finalized production done from august 2021 to february 2022.
this is not an easy listen. i say it's best to listen in your worst state of mind, or your best state of mind. make sure to realize this is my personal experience that has somewhat been frankensteined off of others' experiences as well. please listen responsibly.
hardware/software mixed album, except for "not enough time" and "track blank", which is completely hardware.
material spans from 2019 to 2022. all finalized production done from august 2021 to february 2022.
credits
released March 4, 2022
special thanks to all of my friends and inspirations. there's too many to name but i love you all.
special thanks especially to dew
special thanks to all of my friends and inspirations. there's too many to name but i love you all.
special thanks especially to dew
license
Some rights reserved. Please refer to individual track pages for license info.
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GEMINI WORKSHOPS Galveston, Texas
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artwork by me
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my name is milo. 18 y/o transsexual, he/ne.
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